Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Its Over

I had some spotting yesterday and again this morning. I went to see my dr this morning and he did a sonogram - we didn't see a heartbeat. I am having a D&C on Thursday which is when I would have been 11 weeks. I cannot believe this is happening and I feel like I want to crawl in a hole and hide. I still can't get the image of that still baby in my belly out of my head. It looked like a baby. A dead baby. In my belly. Dear God, please give me the strength to get through this.

2 comments:

Larisa said...

Oh no, I'm so sad to be reading this. I hope you can get through it. Let me know if you ever want to just hang out sometime.

Monica H said...

Oh honey, I am so sorry to be reading this and I'm sorry I'm a little late getting here.

I have no other words but please know I'm here for you if you need anything. Prayers are coming your way. I wish you peace.

xoxo, Monica