it has been barely 5 days since i lost my baby and i am struggling. its so hard to get up in the morning when all i want to do is stay under the covers all day. i cry on and off all day and try with every fiber of my being to make it through each day.
i've made this blog public again. i need to get my feelings out, and if by doing that i can help someone else, then we can heal together. i have so much to say, and i want to get it all out but now, all i can do is cry. i miss my baby.
i am so thankful for my sweet jordyn. she is the reason i get out of bed every day and her smile makes me forget the sadness, if only for a minute. as the title of my blog states, i am truly a grateful mommy. she needs me and i will muster every ounce of strength i have to be the best mommy i can be for her. but i am so, so sad.
About Me
- Amy B
- Austin, TX
- After 7+ years of trying to have a baby, unexplained infertility, a kidney transplant, more unexplained infertility, numerous failed IUIs and endless medications & injections, we finally had a successful IUI in April 2007. I am so grateful to be blessed with my sweet baby girl, Jordyn Juliana, born on 12/6/07. We recently lost our 2nd baby on 11/11/09 due to miscarriage at 10.5 weeks.
1 comment:
i am so sad right along with you. Thinking of you and your baby. Did you name him or her?
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